YOU THINK YOU KNOW.... BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!

Never let them see you cry.....

2007-10-02T02:08:29Z

I absolutely LOVE Keyshia Cole's CD... I've listened to the CD 2x straight through...

I also love Alicia Keys... NO ONE

and JoJo's response to Sean Kingston's Beautiful Girls... which my niece absolutely loves and sings it like she is on stage with a million fans watching her... I LOVE MY BABY GIRL!!! She really gets into singing and hopefully that means she'll be a STAR when she gets older... she is a STAR in my eyes no matter what though...

Today I went to Keon's mothers house for the first time in like 2 weeks +. His sister has been calling me telling me I am still part of the family no matter what and that I can come over and visit even if Keon and I aren't together... it still feels funny and I told her that too... she's actually going through it with her baby daddy too.. I told her I might need to cut ties with her and the family until everything blows over (if it ever does)...

She understood. Poor thing. I loved all the kids too. God this is so hard.

Keon was gone at work, thank god. I got to see lil Nyomi and Fancy.... SHE IS GETTING SO BIG... I miss my poopies!!! They bought Nyomi a walker at 3 months!!!!!! She loves it though because she hates laying down or sitting....

She called me over there initially because she asked if I wanted to burn the new Fantasia and Keyshia Cole CDs from her... so I ran over there visited for a second and then ran home burnt them and ran right back to give them to her before Keon got home....

I just don't even want to see him... he was trying to stunt the other day when I met up with him to get my extra key for my car and had on a new fit, but he looked sick as a BITCH... I could see it in his face... and I wasn't anything to look at myself... I didn't want him to think I got dressed up for him so I had sweat pants and an oversized T-shirt on... Poor thing probably miss me!!! hahah SICK LOOKING BASTARD!!!!

My nose is still sensitive but nothing is coming to a head....

I am surprised I haven't really cried, but I do feel depressed... I have NO money until my next pay day which isn't until October 15th or 16th!!! that is 2 full weeks of NO cash!!!! I am actually -1.80 in my checking so I probably better transfer some of my money over from my savings to cover that so I don't have to pay 31.80... I keep having to eat out because my brothers promise of filling up the frig hasn't been met yet... he keeps saying he will but he just hasn't... I threw out some of MY food too so it's not like I was living off the food he had up there...

If I was a lesbian I would do Keyshia Cole... I swear this bitch is SOOO real....

GOOD-BYE.

2007-08-08T15:08:19Z

This might be too fresh and I might be blunt and MEAN, but like I've said all I got is myself right now anyway, I don't need anyone's lip.

I do not feel like broadcasting my life on LJ anymore. I don't feel like hearing about others problems when I have my own at home to deal with. I don't feel like whining to everyone about things that I am able to change as well as hearing others whine about things they are able to change or prevent. and the DRAMA.. I am trying my hardest to remain DRAMA FREE and eliminating LJ altogether will help that!

My LJ was created for a purpose and it will end for a purpose, therefore anyone who has me added as a friend can remove me as soon as this message is read. I will not be checking it and if anything further needs to be talked about you can reach me at: kerrihause@hotmail.com

THE END!

ireplaceable_qt @ 2007-02-21T15:27:00

2007-02-21T21:28:13Z

Keon text me today saying "I GOT SOMETHING FOR YOU!!"

and he said "IT IS SOMETHING YOU HAVE BEEN WANTING"

I've been wanting 1) a Labtop 2) an Ipod 3) A NEW BOYFRIEND.. LOL JK...

But yeah it is one of those.... so I said "A LABTOP??" and he said "EVEN BETTER!!" I said "AN IPOD?" and he said "EVEN BETTER!!"

So now I just wait to get home to see what he has got up his damn sleeve!!!

OR WAIT, it could be an engagement ring, but that isn't really something we talked about in awhile, plus why would he do that over text messaging??

Friends Cut and a picture with my new layout

2006-10-31T23:11:19Z

I changed my layout so my pictures aren't cut off anymore.

And I will be doing a friends cut very soon (not because of the recent comments) I just would like to keep my friends list down because of the fact I can't keep up with everyone and I want to beable to keep up with ALL of you, I haven't been commenting because when I do get on here there is too much to read, so because of that, I will be cutting a few of you... I hope I don't hurt any feelings, because that is NOT my intentions, but for me a few of your journals ~~say the same thing over and over again (that sounds mean doesn't it??)~~ I haven't been able to keep up with and we just really haven't had the chance to get to know each other well. I am sure the ones who will be kept know who they are!!!

I am making this cut because I am going to get deeper and deeper into my feelings about things and I am going to be discussing private issues. As of May I will be coming into a new part of my life as a college grad and as I take this new path I will be sharing with all of you my failures and success!!

So please join me in my new path in only 8 months I'll be a different person, no longer a student, but a GROWN ASS CAREER WOMEN!!!! :)

p.s. those of you who have me on your list who I haven't added please remove me!!! (I don't think this is many though)....

ireplaceable_qt @ 2006-08-20T09:55:00

2006-08-20T14:56:00Z

I am doing a friends cut, I guess some people cut me from their lists too... :( I guess times change people change right??

Voice Post

2006-07-17T20:44:13Z

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Marzipan Babies

2006-03-10T23:29:42Z

My mother sent me an email today with pictures of this ladies work, it's absolutely amazing. I am sure most of you have seen these, but I haven't, I know forwarded emails get around alot.

You might appreciate these. Truly amazing and they
are made of frosting!

THIS WOMAN IS DEFINITELY TALENTED.....

Marzipan Babies
Thought you'd be as fascinated with these as I.
These are made with marzipan....really unbelievable!
While some of the faces may look "crafted" rather than "real", every detail is amazing, and the rest looks VERY real. Be blessed and enjoy the talent given one person by God.

Definition of Marzipan
A,
Almond paste: a sweet paste made of ground almonds and sugar, often with egg whites or yolks, used as a layer in cakes or molded into ornamental shapes.

TRULY AMAZING!!!

I AM HERE!!!!!

2005-11-11T19:20:49Z

I am finally in Florida and doing a relaxer in Robin's hair (yeah she trusts me that much).... Chris is visiting and Destiny is going crazy because of course her "auntie" is here.... she can get away with anything she wants this weekend.... well time to rinse the conditioner out of Robin's hair... get ready to run around some more and come home and GET READY FOR THE CLUB WITH marcilyn AND jaylensmommy I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND AND STAY SAFE, WEAR YOUR HELMET AND DON'T HIT CURBS... (this girl stays hitting curbs in her car).... LOL...

p.s. OH AND SHE LOVED HER COUSINS SUB I SURPRISED HER WITH.... :)

A BIG THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE, MARCI, KENDRA, CHRIS, DESTINY, EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME TO SURPRISE MY BEST FRIEND.... MUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry had to do it....

2005-11-04T22:00:20Z

I cut my friends list down, by at least 4 please don't take it offensive, I just have noticed you haven't been around in a minute... I miss you and all but times are changing and if you don't comment or even post what is the point, some have been gone for months like 6 so that just goes to show you they may never be back.... Feel free to email me at kerrihause@hotmail.com if you have any questions or if you decide to start writing again!!!!

I really loved the group of people I had too. :(

2 new pictures....

2005-11-04T21:48:09Z

this one is of me and my niece my friend gave to me yesterday from her son's birthday party.... I wish she would've smiled or something, but we all know we can't get kids to do the things we want them to do.....

And this one is of my friend Neena's little boy, the one I fell out with about a year ago about seeing her son and her bringing him over to me... I have recently met up with her at another friends house and she gave me this picture... :) I didn't even realize he's this big already.

friends cut.....

2005-10-04T19:48:45Z

I am doing a friends cut soon, if you have issues of why I cut you, please email me on the side, thank you!!!

reasons I might have cut you though:
1. We haven't clicked.
2. You haven't posted.
3. You haven't commented to my journal, either ever or only once in a blue moon.
4. I just don't want to you see my journal anymore.

kicked to the curb.

2005-09-02T19:28:43Z

I did a small friends cut, if I removed you, please remove me from your list.
You must have not been around for awhile because it takes alot for me to remove someone from my list :)

FRIENDS ONLY......

2005-07-20T00:36:11Z

Right now at this point in my life on LJ I don't want to add anyone else. I have a fist full of friends and would love to beable to keep up with their ever changing lives when I have the chance (which isn't often). I feel if I have a whole bunch of friends (just to have them) I can't keep up with the friends I have had on here for some time now. So because of this I am choosing to not add anyone at this time.

If you really find me interesting or saw me through a mutual friends page and really want to get to know me, please check back with me at a later date, I might have changed my mind!!!

Thank you all and have a WONDERFUL day!!!!

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2005-06-17T19:46:16Z

First let me start out by saying the drama that was going on about a month ago is STILL GOING ON... I found out that a certain someone is still bringing my name up in her journal... it's really pointless and if that person wants to find closure and put shit past her then just STOP NOW.... GOD DAMN... I haven't even thought of her nor let her name slip out of my little mouth and now she wants to bring me up like it's all good?? NAW FORGET THAT... if you want to be like that that's you, don't involve me into that AGAIN... if you feel bad about unfriending mutal friends then WHATEVER that's YOU.... MY ASSUMPTIONS ARE THE THINGS YOU NEED TO LOOK INTO AND NOT MUTAL FRIENDS TELLING ME YOUR BUSINESS BECAUSE BASICALLY I DON'T CARE!!!! I am starting to think that this person LIKES DRAMA...... :(

Martin Luther King!!!

2005-01-17T23:26:56Z

Happy MLK day to everyone, may we all see each other for what we are and not by the color of our skin, AMEN to that.....

BACK TO WORK FOR EVERYONE TOMORROW or at least me, working for the state does have it's benefits!!!!

THIS IS JUST SOOO CHILDISH.....

2004-09-17T21:45:13Z

TWO GROWN ASS PEOPLE.....

http://www.jsonline.com/news/metro/sep04/259586.asp

NEWS and UPDATE....

2004-09-17T20:20:55Z

~ Bad news about the dryer... Sears said IT WASN'T HOOKED UP RIGHT and that the wiring could have started a fire!!!! My landlord said that the washer is still available and that since both of them were included in my rent that she would deduct $25 off my rent!!! YAAAHHH but then I'll have to hang my clothes or haul my HEAVY WET clean clothes to the laundrymat around the corner from my apartment.. OR I could just go 5 minutes to my brothers and do my laundry there for FREE!!!

~I got two phone calls last night at about 2AM one from my friend TANYA and another from my EX boyfriends cousins (who goes with my best friend) cell phone.... I was half sleep and thought something was wrong the whole time while I was sleep because there is always drama at the bar out where I am from with fights and shit so I thought maybe that's why they were both calling... When I checked my messages the next morning I got a voicemail from Tanya talking about she seen one of my EX's at Mulligan's last night and that she would tell me when I called her, so she didn't have to say it over the message.... 30 minutes after she left that message I got the phone call from dude's cell phone... I looked at the number and I think I was just sooo fricken tired and didn't know what the hell I was doing so I answered the phone.... "HHHEELLLLLLLO??"... no response.... "HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOO???" no response then they hung up.... I really didn't think it was my EX Nick but as soon as I heard Tanya's voice mail I knew exactly who it was.... LOL ... he tried to take her home that night too TALKING ABOUT "I GOT YOUR DRINKS TONIGHT... YOU SHOULD MESS WITH A REAL NIGGA THAT WILL SPEND HIS MONEY ON YOU AND TAKE CARE OF YOU!!!!" YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME... ARE YOU SERIOUS??? LMAO!!!!! MONEY??? WHAT MONEY?? I WILL admit I use to do for him BECAUSE he didn't have SHIT..... WHAT REALNESS IS THERE IN HIM?? WHAT AN ASSHOLE!!! I am sooo glad I am through with him... he called months ago (3x) to tell me how good his life is with his FIANCE and his new baby girl... WELL then why are you trying to call me if your life is sooooo good as you say.????... he was talking shit about my NEW boyfriend saying I went downhill after him and all this bullshit I really didn't have time for... I reminded him how I SUPPOSIVELY look and that I guess 2 people who are ugly will make a CUTE BABY... I told him to stop calling me... so I figured that's why he didn't say anything on the other end when I answered.... I am SOOOO happy where I am right now and I am not going to let ANY of that phase me, but DAMN I wish he would just stop calling me.... Tanya says it all the time to me and I'll say it "KEON IS THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME!!!!" When I got my friends telling me this I know it's a good thing and I know what my FAT GUT is telling me IS FOREVER!!!! (sometimes we as humans can feel happiness but we cannot always see the happiness that we are consumed in... and with my friends telling me this I know it's LOVE!!!!)

~I would say I am on a DIET but that's too harsh... I'll just say I am starting to watch what I eat... I just want to get rid of my belly and about 20 pounds lighter, my workout teacher told me to eat alot of protein (fish, eggs, cottage chesse, greens, yogart, brocoli) things I don't have time to make let alone fill me up... as I was shopping today I really started to miss my old foods... the bread and ham and chesse and chips the things that are quick to make AND CEREAL!!!! I love cereal I'll eat it for breakfast, lunch, and dinner if I could!!! I started missing all of this and I was JUST SHOPPING I hadn't even started eating anything yet!!! :( I hope this works... ALSO she told me I need to start taking a vitamin (multi) so that it will help with my headaches when I have the HARD workouts in her class for 2 hours!!! That's 4 hours of HARD excersise a week not including my walks to school and my bowling and table tennis which work me for a little sweat!!! I drink PLENTY of water so I am assuming that's probably where all the sweat is coming from......

I FIGURED OUT WHAT IT WAS!!!!!

2004-09-17T19:38:41Z

My last post said I had something to say but I had forgot what it was, but now I remember!!!

I don't know if many of you watch the new Real World Philly, but DAMN there is this really HOT guy on there (Karamo) but when me and my friend watched the season premire we found out HE WAS GAY!!! Everyone on the show was surprised let alone my friend and I, he doesn't sound gay, walk gay, act gay, wear clothes that are tight or ANYTHING!!!! Now don't think I am sterotypical or anything, but I can tell GAY when I see it... Growing up half my life with my brother being gay WHO DOESN'T ACT LIKE IT AT ALL and from what my friends say he's REAL HOT and to let them know when he goes straight... LOL I can spot it out in a heart beat!!!! There's even a guy from WISCONSIN on there, Landon!!! Landon is "in love" with Shavonda and in the confessionals he is way drunk and FARTS!!! LOL He is hilarious!!! There is ANOTHER gay guy named Willie who is this puerto rican cat, who tries to give advice on how to approach girls to the other 2 straight cast members (Landon and MJ)... I think it's an awesome cast right now and it's only been 2 episodes...

go here if you want to see their casting video's and confessionals from pervious shows.... and if you have cable START WATCHING cause it's SOOOO FUNNY!!!!
http://www.mtv.com/onair/dyn/realworld-season15/videos.jhtml
Watch Landon's DRUNK WITH LOVE clip and you'll see what I mean....

BUSY BUSY BUSY

2004-09-17T00:12:33Z

I think I finally got this accounting homework on pat, it takes time and ALOT of effort but I think I got the adjusting entries.... 10-15 hours a week of studying and doing homework in just one class is real annoying but as it gets easier to me I'll like doing it awhole lot more!!!!

I have a real estate project (offer to purchase) thing that is due in 2 weeks so I think this girl Michelle is coming over this weekend to work on it, and if we don't get all or most of it done well have next week or next weekend to finish it!!!

My brother is taking my mother and I to Chicago this weekend to go to IKEA so I can pick something out as a house warming gift!!! I really need alot of picture frames and pics period to hang on the wall (my walls are naked!!!)... I like mirrors and they always make a room look bigger and more elegant, so I might just get me some mirror stuff!!! PICS OF MY HOUSE COMING SOON!!! STAY POSTED!!!

My landlord has got someone coming over from Sears tomorrow to see about the dryer and why it takes hours for my clothes to dry... HOPEFULLY I don't have to buy a new one or have to go to the laundrymat, she said if the washer/dryer break she doesn't buy new ones but it is included in the rent so I don't know... I could find a little cheap used one I guess (BUT THEN IT'S MINE TO KEEP!!!) and this one has to sit high on a ledge so I need the buttons on the front instead of on top... AND it has to be a top loader so it can fit in the back hallway!! OH WELL.....

There was something else I wanted to write but I forgot now, so when and if I remember I'll get back on here.... Other than that I am off to go braid some hair tonight in WAUKESHA I need to make some quick extra money!!!!!

FUNNY PICK UP LINES....

2004-09-16T01:09:32Z

The people at my work have a lot of time on their hands.... they went to this website and got some funny pick up lines... http://pickuphelp.com/

My favorites are:
-If you were a booger I'd pick you first.
-Baby did you fart, 'cause you blow me away! (favorite)
-Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?
-Do you have a map? Because I just keep getting lost in your eyes!
-Are you religious? Good, because I'm the answer to your prayers.
-Can I get a picture of you so I can show Santa what I want for Christmas?
-Do you like to dance? Well then, could you go dance so I can talk to your
friend? (???)
-Does Levi's pay you for wearing those and looking that good?
-Excuse me, I think you have something in your eye. Nope, it's just a
sparkle.
-Girl, you better have a license, cuz you are driving me crazy! (I can see Keon saying this too me.... I do drive him crazy)
-Hi. Can I domesticate you? (LOL)

And some responses that women can give back, just soo men know they are just as smart....

He: So, baby, your place or mine?
She: Both. You'll go to your place and I'll go to mine!

Q: Can I buy you a drink?
A: Go ahead, but only if you buy my boyfriend one too!

Q: Does beauty run in your family?
A: It obviously doesn't in yours!

So now that you've had a little demonstration go check out the website....
I thought these were cute and they made me smile... so save this to your favorites and when your having a bad day read some they'll make you laugh.. THENNN...
After hearing a pickup line:
I like your approach, now let's see your departure.

HOLLA>>>>>>>

SHIT LIKE THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF......

2004-09-15T21:11:31Z

I was walking through the union today and seen this girl I use to have a afroicology class with about a year ago. We talked every now and then, and when she found out she was pregnant last winter she even invited me to the baby shower (we kind of lost contact so of course I didn't go). The last time I seen her, which was about two weeks ago she was pregnant and running to the bathroom, today she had a new baby girl in her car seat born last Friday.. I stopped to mingle with her and see the baby for about a minute (SSOOO cute and not even a week old and a full head of hair!!!)... well I think she kind of could tell that I was going to be asking alot of questions and stuff so I could tell she was trying to come up with an excuse, she told me that her meter only had 5 minutes in it and that she just came to school real quick to show the baby off (which I have NO problem with).. I said cool and didn't think anything of it until 10 minutes later after I got some stamps and something to eat while I was here at work and I seen her talking to a group of people. Now I know I don't really know her like that to concider her a friend, but she could have been nice and chatted with me for a second, it's not like I wasn't also in a hurry to get somewhere, it's just the principle!!! SHIT LIKE THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!!!

JUST FOR MYSELF...

2004-09-14T23:51:47Z

Thought I would post a journal, this just for myself to look back apon, cause I thought the saying was true and meant alot!!!

Keon has a cousin they call Fatso (he was a chunky baby) he's older than Keon, I think 26 or so, well Fatso had a girlfriend named Sasa and they dated for sooo long, they just recently broke up. I talked to Sasa this past weekend and she was telling me that Fatso was up in Dodge (he's BACK in prison til March), Keon wanted to know where his cousin was transfered too. She was also telling me that her and Fatso are no longer together... I said YEAH RIGHT.. they have been together for years and she is part of the family practically, Fatso has been in and out of jail/prison and hasn't been home longer than a year before he went right back in. And on top of that she has said she was leaving him or through with him in the past, only to see she went right back to him.

Well Sasa was telling me how some girl had wrote Fatso a letter this last time he was locked up and I guess she didn't know when he was getting out so it had gotten forwarded to Sasa's house since that is the address he put down as a forward. She said it was by the grace of god that this had shown up since this little affair thing had been going on since July otherwise she would have had NO idea it was even occuring. She had noticed the paper had a heading on it and it was her work so she decided to call her up and speak with her. I guess this girl use to know Fatso back in the day and they had recently bumped into each other at a local concert where they exchanged phone numbers and information. Mind you that this is the time when Fatso and Sasa were spilt up from a different arguement, so I guess this girl (we'll call her Denise) was telling Sasa how he was staying at her house, he told her that he wasn't with anyone, and that Sasa was crazy... but she said they had not had sex. Denise was being real cool with Sasa and even agreed with her on many things, Sasa finally told the girl that she would bring Fatso's close over to her house since that's probably where he'll be when he gets out... Denise basically said HELL NAW, so neither of them wanted him in the end...

I felt really bad cause at this time if I was Sasa I would be in tears knowing I wasted alot of time on someone that didn't feel the same way for me... Sasa is 30 never been married and has no children and has been with him since she was 21 or so. She told me that Fatso hasn't called so she was unable to tell him all of this but she was sure that Denise would inform him when he tried to call her.... Sasa said she is through with dude and I believe her, but ONE thing she said very well and I give it to her for thinking like this is.... "OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND" and that is sooo true... she said she can't love something that is put away ALL the time for ignorant stuff... and obviously she can't trust him anymore with her feelings and emotions.... She was surprised when I called her back two days later just to get that saying again... and also that I had never heard of it before....

The saying "OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND" definintely does NOT apply to Keon and I though.. we stay in constant contact with each other and have very good communication, he obviously doesn't write me as much as he use too but tells me he's just anxious to get out in 42 more days!! I still have my three visits a week though and believe that we can make it through anything if we can make it through this!!! I LOVE MY BABY SOOO MUCH!!!!!!