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moodyUnforgetable, thats what you were
Until the moment that I laid eyes on her
Thats when it all came running back
The memories that I thought had left the track
The train was gone but there you lay
Wishing there was someplace to run away.......
Unforgetable, thats something I ain't
Cause erasing me from a mind is something you can't
I was number one in your heart before
And the chapter may be done but the book holds more
And until the end is read for sure
You have to say theres an unsettled score
Unforgetable, thats still your name.....
creative | VoicePost  240K 1:13 | “My journal people what is good. This is the voice of Mark's ___ also known as Shawn, also know as doing work with Sergeant Bradley. Anyway for those who don't know people are dumb fuck. You know I do this job and I do it every day. Sometime I do it when I don't like to do sometimes I do it when I love to. I'm really mad it's just like stupid, stupid, stupid. How ya'll doing? Sorry about that but anyway yeah check this out. Today is a good day for me because I get back the ___ and I'm really not carrying it at work any more, like I know one of the situation where people be like yo I hope you don't get in trouble but I hope I get in trouble. All is well though, everything is cool. Ya'll need to get on your ground. We all need to get on our ground cause if we're all successful together think of all the things we can do when we taken over the world. Ya'll need to be rich. I'm gonna tell ya'll, ya'll better remember me cause if I get rich I'm sure ya'll gonna be like hey yo, sir you ain't know me and I'm gonna be like fuck that you know ___. Anyway ya'll be good, be safe, all that good stuff. Stay out of trouble. Holler at you boy” Auto-Transcribed Voice Post - spoken through SpinVox |
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whatiworetoday2. 
Wanting to kill.... complacentAs I'm sitting at my desk at work pondering the way to make some more money, I find that I have been missing the bigger picture around life. My new little motto/way of life is as follows "Hate losing more than you love winning." I heard it while I was watching a sports show. Its a cool approach and it really explains me in a nut shell. Regardless of what I do I hate losing. Not a sore loser or anything like that, but when I win it feels good cause I know that I didn't lose.
Back to the header... I have been traveling back in time in my mind. I have been thinking about the things that I've done and the people that I have dealt with and I have been wondering exactly where it was that I went wrong in each situation. Or like if I was paying attention to certain patterns would I have seen such and such coming... It kind of kills me to see some of the missed opportunities that I have have and some of the diamond moments that I let the coal cover up. I see a lot more now then I did in the past. I was a selfish asshole ya'll. I was determinded to make sure that I was happy and number one at all cost. I was a pretty bad guy in a sense...
It makes me just wonder how I made it this far and how lucky I was to meet some of the people that I have. The fact that still have some friends at the end of the day is bananas. I know that I have been in love and loved by people. I know that my heart belonged to someone for a long ass time. I know that blind love is something that people don't believe in that and I know that ride or die means that a lot of ish is dead...
My mind is really in a state of reconstruction and its doing pretty good. I am remaining positive and focused on the task of making something meaningful out of my life before its over. I just know that I like the support that I have been getting from ya'll and I love the sideways hate too. There will never be another me so I am dedicated to destiny.
contemplativeglowfaceand I decided to meet up after work. We took lots of pics and I rocked the bag and headband she made for me. I absolutely love the headband and bag. I got so many compliments. 
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